What is .. - apr. 2010
What is power ? What is money ?
THere are many questions but with different answers
(Textul este scris in engleza pentru ca fiecare sa il poata citi
The text is written in english for everybody to read) and because i felt like writting it like this :)What if nothing suits me ? What if nothing convince me to go forward or even backwards , no emotion,no impulse, what am i going to do ? What am I doing now..... ?
It's meaningless to promote ideas , it;s useless to sell you stories or philosophies ... so everybody lives with his/hers own rules ... In the pursuit of "something" i have yet to discover I lost track of why i started out this blog anyway....
I;m just speachless but with the power to speak ,confused but sober ....i'm just some guy trying to know himself and be at peace with the rest ..i;m just me ! there was supposed to be a path to "something" ...probably... just missed the trip..so here i am ,having a monologe with myself ' so you don;t have to agree to anything, you just have to listen if u like if not Not....
I feel hurt and betrayed by how ? dono' just supposed everybody ..i wana cry ' and laugh at the same time if possible , i want to feel the worm touch of someone i kind'a like, i want to name my first child ,if daughter (cuz i would really want a girl as my first child) Nana , the name kinda inspired me in a dream of mine couple of weeks before , i want a big nice hug of my cute companion ,and most of all things in life not everything needs to sucks for a change.Things can be better , No things are going to be better and that;s the spirit i want to promote...When i;m ill i begin to curse life but also cherish it more , and anything u lost as a man you start apreciate it more after you lose it. I wana' feel something wonderfull simillar to a cosmic breath pouring down upon me. Very important was the path , the choises i made and i didn;t make at the time..at the apionted moment all i want is shalom wich is the jewish word for peace (not that jewish are peacefull )) but because i feel like this ). And i think the final word of the 3 "mantras" (from the indian pshylosophy' power of the word)is free unquestionable love and spirit/mind -now what does it mean, it means well...put it in lamest terms it goes something like someone used to say : When the love for power is overcome by the power of love then we will now true hapiness and peace :) and it's the purest ,smartest,humane thing ever said ...
The cycle is complete : free unquestionable love and spirit/mind --- shalom --- Nana
everybody wants to feel worm and happy, no need for response i want the same thing too :)
it;s quite simple if your face never lies to others and your mouth never grims in evil ways
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